Yeh. The OC. Doc. just transferred me to palitive(spell?) care. My relapse has invaded my left lung. The Pleura of the right lung and all the lymp nodes around my heart and both lungs. I'll test next week to see if I can take the "pills". If I can I get one + more years. If not I won't make Santa's list. That's what they found when they drained me. "Early end stage cancer of the lung and Pleura.--Not dire just death knockin'---Ray
Its OK. I got no brain or bone metz. So I'm spared that nightmare. My Md. got generous with the drugs so I'm not in any pain. My wife and kid are having a transition but my wife has been a BSN or APRN for 32 years, she knows the score. Besides she is of German/Norse ancestry. Those people are tough.--Ray
Ray, Damn, sometimes, it sucks to know what life holds for us, but then again, in other ways, I envy you. You are forced to do the things that you want to do, with no time for waiting around till another day. No saying, I will get out to see my friend next year. But, fuck, it always seems like the good ones go early. I don't want to become morose, so let me just say, live each moment as if you were holding on the tightest you could, and strangle each and every new moment. May each new day be a joy and a triumph, and each night a needed rest from a righteous day.
In a way this is weirdly liberating. If I want to go to town in Tiger stripes with My CC gun on and a MAGA hat there is little that any of the boobs can do or say. I can eat anything I want, Not worry about--anything trivial. It will still bee there after I'm gone. The things I once thought SO important just--aren't. I look at things I once thought treasure and laugh. 'Cause I can't take that where I'm goin'. No worries guys, This is a road we must all walk, and I made my peace a long time ago. For me this is just the last battle in a ten year long war. Thanks for the good vibes. AND keep the cuties commin'. It something to look forward to in the mornin'--Ray.
Man I hope you have more than me. Cause I won't be here much past this summer.---Ray
ReplyDeleteI've got reader(two of them) just not as many commenters. Nothing dire I hope.
DeleteYeh. The OC. Doc. just transferred me to palitive(spell?) care. My relapse has invaded my left lung. The Pleura of the right lung and all the lymp nodes around my heart and both lungs. I'll test next week to see if I can take the "pills". If I can I get one + more years. If not I won't make Santa's list. That's what they found when they drained me. "Early end stage cancer of the lung and Pleura.--Not dire just death knockin'---Ray
DeleteSorry to hear man, God bless as possible.
DeleteIts OK. I got no brain or bone metz. So I'm spared that nightmare. My Md. got generous with the drugs so I'm not in any pain. My wife and kid are having a transition but my wife has been a BSN or APRN for 32 years, she knows the score. Besides she is of German/Norse ancestry. Those people are tough.--Ray
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ReplyDeleteDamn, sometimes, it sucks to know what life holds for us, but then again, in other ways, I envy you. You are forced to do the things that you want to do, with no time for waiting around till another day. No saying, I will get out to see my friend next year. But, fuck, it always seems like the good ones go early. I don't want to become morose, so let me just say, live each moment as if you were holding on the tightest you could, and strangle each and every new moment. May each new day be a joy and a triumph, and each night a needed rest from a righteous day.
In a way this is weirdly liberating. If I want to go to town in Tiger stripes with My CC gun on and a MAGA hat there is little that any of the boobs can do or say. I can eat anything I want, Not worry about--anything trivial. It will still bee there after I'm gone. The things I once thought SO important just--aren't. I look at things I once thought treasure and laugh. 'Cause I can't take that where I'm goin'. No worries guys, This is a road we must all walk, and I made my peace a long time ago. For me this is just the last battle in a ten year long war. Thanks for the good vibes. AND keep the cuties commin'. It something to look forward to in the mornin'--Ray.
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